HOME/SHELTER/VIEW
two lit windows across the way and a scream
               from a child below
                                                            door bells ringing in my apartment
                                                                            and the apartments all around me
                                                            a masked neighbor touches our shared
                                                                           door knob on the gate to the lot
I wait and say, “you go first, just let it slam, that way I don’t breathe on you”
                                                                                                                      two blocks away, the lake
                                                                                                                                               has taken what it wants
                                               water covers the beaches and sidewalks
                                                            all the way up to the painted benches
my toddler tries to run into the lake
                              where it overtakes the path and the prairie grass
                                                                                      people in masks take photos and videos
                                                                                                     to show it really did erode overnight
we all gawk six feet apart
              while my daughter shovels sand
                            where there should be concrete
                                                                                     when I get home, more emails
                                                                                                    saying workers need ER visits covered
and my daughter draws me an endless spiral
                                                        meanwhile, all the normal emergencies
                                                                                                      continue to accrue
as people eat too much sugar and
                     continue to drink to the point of black outs
                                                                                         today my mother called to say
                                                                                                                                                                                                             someone shot off my brother’s ear
AS WE MOVE THROUGH EROSIONS OF LAND AND ECONOMY
I’m at a loss for how to hold you better
                                                                                            so I know this is home
your smile a roving chandelier            among the pinecones
                                                                                our bed a place to keep your laugh
                 when not airing it out at the beach
                                       you jump into the watery divide
                                                           dance shifting borders of sand meeting water
                                                                                                        new delights and new terrors
                all the invisible edges rush to meet you
                                             in your simple acts
there are windows outside of us         a language spoken between two worlds
                when you say “something else”
                                               I know you mean “unutterable ecstasy of
                                                                       untold play”
                                                                                       where someone else
                                                                                                 just hands you a ball
                                                                                                                or a new drink
they’re not wrong, they just don’t see all the other balls
                                                                                                          in existence
                                                                                                                                but I do
                                                                                                                                         but I do
when we look back into the night
               we see the list of names waiting for us
                                                                           to say them:
                                                                                                      bath
                                                                                                      stars
                                                                                                      book
                                                                          and we could be anywhere
                                                                                                       the hearth of the
                                                                                                                                   woods
                                                                                                                               the lip of our
                                                                                                                                                   space
Dawn Tefft’s poems appear in Denver Quarterly, Fence, and Witness. Her chapbooks include Fist (Dancing Girl Press) and Field Trip to My Mother and Other Exotic Locations (Mudlark). She earned a PhD in Creative Writing at University of Wisconsin-Milwaukee, volunteers as an editor for Packingtown Review, and lives and works in Chicago.
